I go by the name Chrestella
turning 15 on 18/11. Indonesian. Currently staying in Singapore.
If you happen to pass by, please kindly TAG ;D
& if you hate me, just simply leave! hit counters since 3/18/2009
et cetera
short break
H E L L O ! i am speechless ;X I have nth to blog about D: ahhh stupid barbie asked me to update ! S0.... what shall i blog about?
ahhh, i need to pack my things !! flying off to bali soon ;D yayyyyy, i'm goin to bungee jump ! hopefully i'll be brave enough to plunge down this time D: and and yaaa.. i need to pack my things !!
will be away for a few days (: ~~ oo shitt, my homeworks ! =.=" okay nvm, let my brain have a short holiday MUAHAHA
sooo yup, BYE.. cya soon, & miss me ! i'm lost of words D: BYEEEEEE !
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
6 more days !
i'm bored, posting here for funnnnnnnnn (: had fun in school today, chi lesson was asking E,M, & S to kill their brain cells hehe didn't realised that gwen has high IQ *with some help of course, no offence* LOL :P english, was staring at the pic for... idk, my oral will be postponed so I don't really care that much (: maths, i finally paid full attention !! :D *cause she was only teaching for about 15 mins or so :P* and physics, *EH you you you and you, I WANNA PLAY TRUTH OR DARE AGAIN ;D* p.s. eliz i wanna dare you again too ! :DDD
shall start my countdown from today :D 6 more days !
do mind your words, cause gbf is definitely not brb !
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
dissapointed & dissapointing
Hello, short update here. My marks are all horrible and terrifying D: i'm too dumbfounded to talk about it. So.... I'm just hoping that I won't be last in class. I really do think that I've choose the wrong cls :X
and I really really really promised myself that I won't be sleeping in cls anymore. HOPEFULLY ! D: I'll bring back all the As and get those teachers to print it inside my report book. but for now, i'm just the worst, worst from worst. There's no other phrases that could describe me better than this. i'm just the worst.sorry mom & dad, i've let you down D:it won't happen again, i promised.
make up ur mind, i'm suffering from it too. i can't bear to lose you, but i can't bear to hurt other people too. so just make up ur mind, i'm used to all types of heartbreaking things for the past 2 years. ur decision should be a piece of cake for me LOL Maybe I just need to give in again this time, too used to it :D
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
i've got a different approach to dealing with emotion
it's been a long looong time since my last post (: was ditching my laptop for a few days, *eliz i'm stupid enough to follow your 'lousy' advice LOL* but i'm still online of course :D through phone at least HAHA, seriously can't bear with the "PAIN" -.-"& I got this feeling that I'll be at least top 10 in class MUAHAHA, but wait .... it's actually from the bottom D: yaa screw all my papers ! Chinese totally suck at it, say goodbye to my 50 marks (: english, pure luck. SS, go and die. Geog, it'll be SS saviour hopefully. PLUS *my terrible life doesn't end here -.-* with all those smart & hardworking e2s, I marked the end of my life.
and maybe I'll wake up from my lala land & start working hard next term *hopefully this time I do really mean it, OMJC please !!* the good thing is, I can finally say my 50% goodbye to chinese ;D but I can't imagine having chinese lesson with only 'him' & 'that teacher.' totally terrified !
arghh 5 more papers to go, F-I-V-E ! *& I can still sit here as if there's EVERYTHING more important than studying ! see how sarcastic/weird/funny/wtv this sentence may sounds." I can't wait to start my countdown after all those papers (: & english oral, FISH YOU for making me to stay here longer!
HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY, I NEED VACATIONS & NICE FOODS ! suffered 3 months plus plus, it's long enough to kill me.
Lastly, I've got a favor to ask, somebody please ask me to study? HA..HA..HA.. -.-"
I really really don't understand you.why do you ask me to choose?
what is it that you want.. why can't you tell me?
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
Silver for Slow Me Down
screwed screwed screwed
I was very nervous before we went on stage
but once we got on stage, everything were leave behind
we've done our best & were very sure of that gold.
not forgetting that this might be Ryan's last choreography for us
Mr Ryan and Ms Chan were smiling after we performed
& they have high hopes that we will get gold too !
but after Ms Chan knew the result
& she asked us, "what do you think you all get?"
everybody was saying "GOLD." Then she say,
For you all, me ,& Mr Ryan, it is really a gold..
but the judges give us a SILVER
almost everybody shed tears..
& now my eyes are swollen like shit T.T
I HATE BIAS JUDGES !
although it's a silver, but it's a..
silver with honours for Ms Chan.
& Ryan said that he would give us
GOLD WITH DIAMONDS !
I REALLY WANT TO CRY
WHY MUST IT BE A SILVER?!
F*CK F*CK F*CK
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
nervousness
finally my laptop is back, seriously can't live without it muahahahah ;D
there's nothing much to blog about, Wednesday is an 'always late' school day & this morning I was lucky enough to pass through the back "heaven's" gate LOL. luckiness lasted for awhile but towards the end of the day it get worse & worse -.-" something had happened when we were rehearsing at the hall & i'm currently dumbfounded about something else too.. how I wish god could have postponed it to after SYF maybe? -.-" i was seriously not expecting it $%^&* arghh !
SYF is 9 hours away D: I am so going to do my best best best, & to whatever result that we will get, I won't regret; cause i know I have done my best (: BDC ALWAYS ROCKS ! :D
before the judges announce the results,
DON'T PRAY ! 'cause praying won't bring you gold
only when you had done your best,
then you know "it" will be yours
-- quoted from old man ryan ! LOL
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
I'm one tough girl (:
once again, my laptop "died" for the idk how many times -.- currently in a very critical condition lying restlessly at HP "hospital" service center, anybody wants to visit? LOL It feels so weird to blog from a phone -.- it's like sms-ing not blogging lol, but at least i can still go online, it's better than nothing right :D
some random stuffs about today's society .. Yesterday, I saw a blind granny alighting at TPY MRT & she accidentally hit her head at the below part of the escalator D: At first, I wanted to help but after that the mrt officer quickly help and guide her way. & I actually realized something.. people nowadays are so mean. There were quite a number of ppl alighting but no one bothers to lend her a hand. Why are some people so heartless? -.-
it really hurts a lot.. but if that's what you want, I don't mind (: 'causeI'm one TOUGH GIRL!
For SYF dance people who may stumbled upon this blog and read (: Let's work hard towards the actual date, although 'he' said if we continue like this we'll probably end up with a silver.. but there's still 9 more days,miracles CAN *and "WILL" self added haha* happen ! just put in more facial expressions & energy.. that way I'm sure that GOLD WILL BE OURS ! * or with honours maybe ;D*
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
short break
H E L L O ! i am speechless ;X I have nth to blog about D: ahhh stupid barbie asked me to update ! S0.... what shall i blog about?
ahhh, i need to pack my things !! flying off to bali soon ;D yayyyyy, i'm goin to bungee jump ! hopefully i'll be brave enough to plunge down this time D: and and yaaa.. i need to pack my things !!
will be away for a few days (: ~~ oo shitt, my homeworks ! =.=" okay nvm, let my brain have a short holiday MUAHAHA
sooo yup, BYE.. cya soon, & miss me ! i'm lost of words D: BYEEEEEE !
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
6 more days !
i'm bored, posting here for funnnnnnnnn (: had fun in school today, chi lesson was asking E,M, & S to kill their brain cells hehe didn't realised that gwen has high IQ *with some help of course, no offence* LOL :P english, was staring at the pic for... idk, my oral will be postponed so I don't really care that much (: maths, i finally paid full attention !! :D *cause she was only teaching for about 15 mins or so :P* and physics, *EH you you you and you, I WANNA PLAY TRUTH OR DARE AGAIN ;D* p.s. eliz i wanna dare you again too ! :DDD
shall start my countdown from today :D 6 more days !
do mind your words, cause gbf is definitely not brb !
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
dissapointed & dissapointing
Hello, short update here. My marks are all horrible and terrifying D: i'm too dumbfounded to talk about it. So.... I'm just hoping that I won't be last in class. I really do think that I've choose the wrong cls :X
and I really really really promised myself that I won't be sleeping in cls anymore. HOPEFULLY ! D: I'll bring back all the As and get those teachers to print it inside my report book. but for now, i'm just the worst, worst from worst. There's no other phrases that could describe me better than this. i'm just the worst.sorry mom & dad, i've let you down D:it won't happen again, i promised.
make up ur mind, i'm suffering from it too. i can't bear to lose you, but i can't bear to hurt other people too. so just make up ur mind, i'm used to all types of heartbreaking things for the past 2 years. ur decision should be a piece of cake for me LOL Maybe I just need to give in again this time, too used to it :D
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
i've got a different approach to dealing with emotion
it's been a long looong time since my last post (: was ditching my laptop for a few days, *eliz i'm stupid enough to follow your 'lousy' advice LOL* but i'm still online of course :D through phone at least HAHA, seriously can't bear with the "PAIN" -.-"& I got this feeling that I'll be at least top 10 in class MUAHAHA, but wait .... it's actually from the bottom D: yaa screw all my papers ! Chinese totally suck at it, say goodbye to my 50 marks (: english, pure luck. SS, go and die. Geog, it'll be SS saviour hopefully. PLUS *my terrible life doesn't end here -.-* with all those smart & hardworking e2s, I marked the end of my life.
and maybe I'll wake up from my lala land & start working hard next term *hopefully this time I do really mean it, OMJC please !!* the good thing is, I can finally say my 50% goodbye to chinese ;D but I can't imagine having chinese lesson with only 'him' & 'that teacher.' totally terrified !
arghh 5 more papers to go, F-I-V-E ! *& I can still sit here as if there's EVERYTHING more important than studying ! see how sarcastic/weird/funny/wtv this sentence may sounds." I can't wait to start my countdown after all those papers (: & english oral, FISH YOU for making me to stay here longer!
HOLIDAY HOLIDAY HOLIDAY, I NEED VACATIONS & NICE FOODS ! suffered 3 months plus plus, it's long enough to kill me.
Lastly, I've got a favor to ask, somebody please ask me to study? HA..HA..HA.. -.-"
I really really don't understand you.why do you ask me to choose?
what is it that you want.. why can't you tell me?
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
Silver for Slow Me Down
screwed screwed screwed
I was very nervous before we went on stage
but once we got on stage, everything were leave behind
we've done our best & were very sure of that gold.
not forgetting that this might be Ryan's last choreography for us
Mr Ryan and Ms Chan were smiling after we performed
& they have high hopes that we will get gold too !
but after Ms Chan knew the result
& she asked us, "what do you think you all get?"
everybody was saying "GOLD." Then she say,
For you all, me ,& Mr Ryan, it is really a gold..
but the judges give us a SILVER
almost everybody shed tears..
& now my eyes are swollen like shit T.T
I HATE BIAS JUDGES !
although it's a silver, but it's a..
silver with honours for Ms Chan.
& Ryan said that he would give us
GOLD WITH DIAMONDS !
I REALLY WANT TO CRY
WHY MUST IT BE A SILVER?!
F*CK F*CK F*CK
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
nervousness
finally my laptop is back, seriously can't live without it muahahahah ;D
there's nothing much to blog about, Wednesday is an 'always late' school day & this morning I was lucky enough to pass through the back "heaven's" gate LOL. luckiness lasted for awhile but towards the end of the day it get worse & worse -.-" something had happened when we were rehearsing at the hall & i'm currently dumbfounded about something else too.. how I wish god could have postponed it to after SYF maybe? -.-" i was seriously not expecting it $%^&* arghh !
SYF is 9 hours away D: I am so going to do my best best best, & to whatever result that we will get, I won't regret; cause i know I have done my best (: BDC ALWAYS ROCKS ! :D
before the judges announce the results,
DON'T PRAY ! 'cause praying won't bring you gold
only when you had done your best,
then you know "it" will be yours
-- quoted from old man ryan ! LOL
- Forever is composed of nows ♥
I'm one tough girl (:
once again, my laptop "died" for the idk how many times -.- currently in a very critical condition lying restlessly at HP "hospital" service center, anybody wants to visit? LOL It feels so weird to blog from a phone -.- it's like sms-ing not blogging lol, but at least i can still go online, it's better than nothing right :D
some random stuffs about today's society .. Yesterday, I saw a blind granny alighting at TPY MRT & she accidentally hit her head at the below part of the escalator D: At first, I wanted to help but after that the mrt officer quickly help and guide her way. & I actually realized something.. people nowadays are so mean. There were quite a number of ppl alighting but no one bothers to lend her a hand. Why are some people so heartless? -.-
it really hurts a lot.. but if that's what you want, I don't mind (: 'causeI'm one TOUGH GIRL!
For SYF dance people who may stumbled upon this blog and read (: Let's work hard towards the actual date, although 'he' said if we continue like this we'll probably end up with a silver.. but there's still 9 more days,miracles CAN *and "WILL" self added haha* happen ! just put in more facial expressions & energy.. that way I'm sure that GOLD WILL BE OURS ! * or with honours maybe ;D*
